collections coming together coveting my mind; bending her into submission. “remember me and learn your lessons”, they say. i’m closing a chapter: quarter 1.
i don’t know how many quarters of life i have, but i’m eager to see. i’ve decided to give my life a chance. to breathe into my own destiny and see this thing through. i deserve to live. i’m learning its not always what i want right now, but what i want totally. i want peace totally. i want joy totally. i want free expression totally. i want love totally. that means some of my actions have to change to see those wants become reality.
#1 being selfish: i can't be in this world healthily and only think about me. i need others to create my life. so, i must do for others. i must think about others. i must or i’d be repeating cycles that i’m meant to close. i am a product of selfish parenthood. the deep emotional baggage left me calling on erykah for help. this part of the story ends with me, at least from my stream of consciousness into the universe. love for real or walk away. don’t take and not give back. respect the balance.
#2 being ungrateful: i’m blessed beyond measure. we are blessed beyond measure. we have life, love, family, and safety. if you’re reading this you have all of these things. we share them collectively here in thoughts by RISH. if you haven’t heard it yet today: “i’m glad you’re here, i love you, we are family, and you are safe!”
#3 it’s time to grow up: the baby games are beginning to grow vines on them. mushrooms are popping out with nudges from the universe. their sound isn’t as bright, cheery, or loud as it once was. we need help not distractions and we already know the answers to the game. let’s speak our minds, ask for what we want, and make the decisions.
#4 slow down: i miss so much when i rush. i’m a sensitive soul. i’m designed to feel and notice. it couldn’t be everything because i’d get easily overwhelmed. it’s okay to ask for help and its okay to let people see you as human and not as the goddess. your goddess is for you and everyone else is blessed to experience you both. we each have our own connection to source. find your string and wait, feel the vibration let it fill you up, then hum and walk until you find what you’re looking for.
cheers to new beginnings and a happy burial day to old limiting beliefs. peace.